Thursday, June 28, 2012

Met my well wisher

                   Today was a sunny day here..! Though my mood was gloomy as ever..! :) Decided to visit my friend and well wisher Ms.MM some where outside our Rehab center..!It's almost 6 months since I met her inperson..! I have just seen her pregnancy bump in the photos which she sent long back..!! I had bought some gifts from my native land specially for her and the soul she is growing inside.
                    It was lovely to meet her with all her pregnancy glows.She was happy to meet me too..She apologised for all the things that happened regarding her maternity cover,which was certainly weird.She has already booked patients for me to handle for all the 6 months in her absence...! (How rude is life to me!! ) She is totally aware that all happened with the Chair man who decides everything..! Unfortunately I have few years experience here than the substitute..! Moreover "she" is jobless right now and CM felt she would be apt for some reason..!! :( (But dear CM I have more experience overall why dont you understand )
                     But I was telling her that I felt totally useless in this silly world.I feel as if I don't even exist even though I'm a mother of 20 months toddler..!! I was also telling her about my plans of doing PG in university..! ! I'm however planning to go again to voluntary job as soon as she comes after pregnancy..! Just be in touch clinically..!

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

University Finally

      It took me nearly couple of years to decide about my post graduate studies..! As i was desperately hunting for my job and kick start my career...! But there seems to slim chances here to get a job which I really wish for..! I'm planning to apply for PG studies so that I can refresh my subject and get into depth still more further..! My interest is into paediatric neurology obviously..!! Let's see how it works..!!

Moreover now severely suffering from bad times these days let me try my hands in my studies..!!

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Prime Rose Oil...!! it works like a magic

                    I have read that these Evening prime rose oil capsule is good for skin and  hormonal balance..!! But for past few months I'm taking it before and during my menstrual cycle especially after my surgery..! It work like magic and my periods pain eases away like a breeze..!! 

Friday, June 22, 2012

My Plans 2012-2013


Before I start to type my plans, Oh Lord do help me to plan out things well..! Hope this year is productive and useful in every way..!!

Ø Study Neurology (Revise assessments ,measurements, muscle testing In depth of paediatric and adult neurology)

Ø Apply for universities for part-time Post Graduate course.

Ø Drive car with more confidence. (manual) and pass driving licence atleast this time..!

Ø Read more books about self-confidence.

Ø Take care of my dry skin and hair.

Ø Plan things ahead.

Ø Take atleast one photograph a week.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

My Down trodden days are here..!!

Hello World,
                       I don’t know whether people read my blog..!! I have a bad news here with me..!! My job was given to some XYZ who have more experience in neurology than me..! L However I have been there working there as a voluntary for a couple of years and i know each and every clients there..! But i really did not know what has happened in between..! 
                          My physio friend Ms.MM and our Manager pushed so much to offer me a job but the Chair man who was above all had offered to a person who has more experience in this foreign land than me..! I really dont know where did my 6 solid years of experience go?? I’m worried about my career, my job and above all my career development..!!  I’m totally depressed trying to come out of it..!! However I’m applying for university to do my masters part-time just to be in touch with my subject..!! Let’s see how my luck in my studies..!!