Better Driving..!

Finally able to hoot that I'm able to manage manual driving without stopping at the roundabouts & signals..!! Thanks Goodness..! Drove for a grocery shopping with my little daughter last week..! Hoping to drive to University..As I daily practice going to university in the evening with my husband and park in the slots near our Health Science building..!!

Hoping to give driving practical exams within 6 months..! Lets me take more time. My husband says it within 3 months no way..! I can see i'm doing something productive these days..! Rather can sticking in the sofa gluing my eyes into my PC

Holby City

                        For Past few days I have basked myself in checking up with medical dramas in BBC etc..!! I'm surprised that I was not aware of the UK made Holby City,Casualty and Doctors etc..!! I knew through a friend that there was drama called Grey's Anatomy..Which I know is a name of my 1st year anatomy book..!!

                     Now I'm a regular watcher of Holby City..!! I have my Favourite doctors too..!! I believe that some day I too will be a part of NHS trust as an Allied Health Professional.I'm totally busy the time they telelcast in BBc as I'm busy with my household chores winding up and baby nappy changing etc..!! So right now only  you tube is the source for me to keep them updated..! In parallel  i was also watching the Casualty by the BBC but for some reasons (it reminds me of my casualty visit last year and brings back acrid memories of it) to I have decided to watch Holby City.
  

University Starts in Sept

                 I'm happy to announce that I will be joining the university on Sept 10th for my PG..! Finally entering into the university after a decade..! However I believe firmly that there in no end for education...!!I have received my time table and I will have weekly two classes.So looking for crèche to put my little daughter for 2 days a week.I have also something called independent study as i have to choose a topic and have to present as an assignment /presentation.Still not clear with the information will get it cleared as I go to the university.
              Hopefully expecting some change in me after joining university like self confidence,presentation skills or communication skills..!! Above all Stats and Research..!! Also looking for some other voluntary job to gain experience in a different subject like adult Neurology..!Keeping fingers and also toes crossed for good.!!

Last week's Commotion

                 Last week was week of confusions with my health issues and about my job etc..!! I had an appointment with my Gynaec. after my surgery which was done 7 months back..!! :) I was panicking as my left hips were of pain a kind of dull aching pain since 2 weeks.At times to pelvic bone too..!! Finally the gynaec confirmed its not concerned with the past surgery and its all about UTI ..!! :) Thank Goodness..! I felt relaxed..!!
                 As soon as I came back from hospital i received a call for an interview..which was my old work place where i left it due to pregnancy complication and long travel..!I was on cloud nine as i received that call..! And she was telling me that i will have interview the next week around morning..! I was delighted, But was waiting for my better half to reply about it..!! He was asking me to attend the interview just to refresh my pediatrics and my confidence level in my interview..!The details of my job interview is: It is a 2 days job which is on Thurs/Fri.I got a mail that my previous Manager and HR co.ordinator would be interviewing me..!!
                I made it a point to attend the interview though there are loads of drawback ..what if i get that job ...Will have to travel 2 times a week. They were asking about car driving licence which is mandatory.Above all I  have my joined university which is starting in the first week if Sept.With so much of questions in me i went to attend the interview.The interview agent were almost calling thrice a day for my confirmation of the interview.

             The day of my interview too came by and my better half dropped me for the interview venue..! The interview was around  11  o clock..! I just then saw another candidate came out who was there for 20 min.So made up my mind to that I would be there from 11 to 11.30 and have also plans to go around the city..! But as i entered the interview room I was delighted to see my old manager who is in her mid 60's.She looks and is like an angel( i don mind even she did'nt select me).I was also able to recognise my HR (who will be always a candidate for gossip in my team..!)
            My interview started around 11 and it went on 11.15-11.30-11.45.12.00.By the time I had already finished my one full glass of water which was placed in front of me..! Thanks for the clock which was behind them and was able to see the time..!! By 12.05 I was out..!! :) My husband was wondering what were they questioning me for an hour..! I remember that I had given the same old stuff with the same persons 3 years back but with added  experience from my current voluntary job.
               My HR was very much firm in hiring a person who can drive and have full European licence .Which I don't have..!! But have provisional one which she is least bothered about.!! So she hinted me that they may not select me as driving is essential part of this job.However I felt happy meeting my manager and was able to judge myself about the confidence about my subject,communication skills etc..,I'm content that I'm not keen on taking up this job.Would be happy if I get this job and happier if i didn't get through !

Fotographic Fridays

I have to do something for my sleepy photography interests and my dusty Nikon..!! Here I make it a point to post pictures which I have clicked in the past and current ones too with a laconic back ground about it..!! :) The iconic picture over to the side was clicked by me in my Tropical Land..!! :)

"Medical Mondays"

Medical Mondays..! a wonderful hub where Medics and Mrs.Medics can meet up..! Share experiences have fun..I'm thankful to Emma and Red-One with red stethoscope to link in with medical mondays..!! I'm a Physiotherapist and married to a Physiotherapist..!!
To know more about Medical Mondays do click on
http://www.yourdoctorswife.com/2012/08/its-medical-monday.html

Hope to meet,greet and link..!!

Finally in University..!!

Good God..! Finally I'm doing something productive..!! Received an offer for my PG in a reputed university which is few miles from home..into Paediatric Physiotherapy as wished..! Will be starting my classes around Sept 1st week for sure..!! I'm just looking on for the books for Research Methodology which is covered in 1st yr..!! (but somewhere in a corner of mind i keep thinking of the job I left due to pregnancy complication and recently the maternity cover job which was tailored for me but due to strong dose of politics..it was forcefully grabbed) This was the thought that was slowly piercing my brain..! But never bother..!! Past is past.. :)

Busy Bee here

                       Here I'm in busy bee mode..!! My husband bought a new Tablet PC Archos to my 21 months daughter.We both are totally into it, indulged in downloading new so call "apps" into out new gadget. ITs full of rhymes,ABC songs and toddler colouring..!Etc.,
                       It's nice to have it..but I still love my hp mini note..!! Which i feel at home..!! Nothing updates from my side..Busy in university application and going to university a couple of times for fee and the course details..!! Good news is I'm driving my car well..!! Yay..A manual transmission finally... Atleast the car does not stop in the roundabouts and in signals..! :) However my car remains untouched since a couple of days :)

I can see them reading..!!

I'm really delighted to see that people have started to view on my blog..!! I'm happy..!! I can see them in my stats...!! Ironically I see a very few numbers from my country..!! Mostly readers are from the nearing continents..!!I would be more than happy if few who read pass on comments..!! But let me wait for even a yr or 2 for it i dont mind..!! But I love writing from my primary school age..!! It could be even a crap.I like recording my schools tours or a family picnic..!! I keep writing as if there are people who read it daily..! No one not even my parent s know that I use to write..! :)

Driving and driving..!!

                  Finally,I was able to manage my gears and clutches..!! My friend who helped to teach about gears and clutches certified me as a safe and good driver..!! Except for the irrational fear I build up when my car stops in middle of the road when cars start to queue behind my red lady..!!! OMG :(

                   Trying to keep driving daily atleast for an hour so that i can be confident to drive to university when needed..!! My prior plan was to drive my car to the work place (Poof..which was a dampen story of mine and did'nt want to think about it again) But however I have to get my full licence within 12 months..      !

Used Car..!!

             Finally decided to get a used car..!! With confidence in hands was looking for manual transmission..!! As I'm pretty confident with the automatic one and my road sense is better..i feel..!! There stands in front my home The Nissan Micra 2002 Model with the colour Red..!! This is my husbands choice and he bought it for me..!! With his word to get me my "dream car" if I manage to go to full time job..!!The price was not bad and was within our budget..!! We bought this in a private sale from a pretty lady who stays in next street.She is selling car regretfully as she is leaving to her country in Europe for good..
                                       
Now my dream car would be always Toyota Yaris..!!This will never change by time or even if still more prettier car arrives in the market..!! Yes, As decided I made up my mind to look for Yaris only if I get a good job..!! While he was talking about Yaris and a job..!! In a jiffy I  saw a new model Yaris painted in my dream colour ash grey infront my neighbour's house...,which I considered it to be a positive intuition..!! In a nick of time the car was away..!! (as the car owner came to my neighbours house to drop his little daughter in her home)

In accordance with my better half..!! He considers this petty pretty red lady micra would be the best learner car for any one..!! Hope his prediction would be  right.Let's see how I manage my car with these tight and newly repaired gears and clutches..!! Made my mind to drive to the university with this red lady in a couple of months (if i manage to get my admissions)

Evening Colleges too..!!

                        After shaking hands with too many failures and slips this year..!! I'm planning to be more cautious and also have happy choices.Its like  if not A then lets it be B of not B let it be C.. and so on..!! Wondering why cant i also apply for evening college in photography classes here..!!?? Don know whether it is a wise decision..!? However this i my choice B..!! There are many levels in photography classes..!! Wondering which level will I stand in..! I have attended a basic photography class once..!!

                      I love photography and i have few good photographs..!! Let it be nature Photography or portraits Photography..!! I own a DSLR with its kit lens and a lovley zoom lens.Planning for prime lens in distant or near future.I once dreamed of working a full time health professional and take Photography as part.time or in week ends...! I presume that my interest in photography is just inherited form my dada..!!

Met my well wisher

                   Today was a sunny day here..! Though my mood was gloomy as ever..! :) Decided to visit my friend and well wisher Ms.MM some where outside our Rehab center..!It's almost 6 months since I met her inperson..! I have just seen her pregnancy bump in the photos which she sent long back..!! I had bought some gifts from my native land specially for her and the soul she is growing inside.
                    It was lovely to meet her with all her pregnancy glows.She was happy to meet me too..She apologised for all the things that happened regarding her maternity cover,which was certainly weird.She has already booked patients for me to handle for all the 6 months in her absence...! (How rude is life to me!! ) She is totally aware that all happened with the Chair man who decides everything..! Unfortunately I have few years experience here than the substitute..! Moreover "she" is jobless right now and CM felt she would be apt for some reason..!! :( (But dear CM I have more experience overall why dont you understand )
                     But I was telling her that I felt totally useless in this silly world.I feel as if I don't even exist even though I'm a mother of 20 months toddler..!! I was also telling her about my plans of doing PG in university..! ! I'm however planning to go again to voluntary job as soon as she comes after pregnancy..! Just be in touch clinically..!

University Finally

      It took me nearly couple of years to decide about my post graduate studies..! As i was desperately hunting for my job and kick start my career...! But there seems to slim chances here to get a job which I really wish for..! I'm planning to apply for PG studies so that I can refresh my subject and get into depth still more further..! My interest is into paediatric neurology obviously..!! Let's see how it works..!!

Moreover now severely suffering from bad times these days let me try my hands in my studies..!!

Prime Rose Oil...!! it works like a magic

                    I have read that these Evening prime rose oil capsule is good for skin and  hormonal balance..!! But for past few months I'm taking it before and during my menstrual cycle especially after my surgery..! It work like magic and my periods pain eases away like a breeze..!! 

My Plans 2012-2013

Before I start to type my plans, Oh Lord do help me to plan out things well..! Hope this year is productive and useful in every way..!!

Ø Study Neurology (Revise assessments ,measurements, muscle testing In depth of paediatric and adult neurology)

Ø Apply for universities for part-time Post Graduate course.

Ø Drive car with more confidence. (manual) and pass driving licence atleast this time..!

Ø Read more books about self-confidence.

Ø Take care of my dry skin and hair.

Ø Plan things ahead.

Ø Take atleast one photograph a week.

My Down trodden days are here..!!

Hello World,

                       I don’t know whether people read my blog..!! I have a bad news here with me..!! My job was given to some XYZ who have more experience in neurology than me..! L However I have been there working there as a voluntary for a couple of years and i know each and every clients there..! But i really did not know what has happened in between..! 

                          My physio friend Ms.MM and our Manager pushed so much to offer me a job but the Chair man who was above all had offered to a person who has more experience in this foreign land than me..! I really dont know where did my 6 solid years of experience go?? I’m worried about my career, my job and above all my career development..!!  I’m totally depressed trying to come out of it..!! However I’m applying for university to do my masters part-time just to be in touch with my subject..!! Let’s see how my luck in my studies..!!

Tip Toeing In....!!!

It’s been a long while since i barged into bloggers even to read on my favourite reads..!! Especially I miss reading medic blogs..!! So is my busy schedule for my sister wedding who arrived to our  mother land from Charlotte..!! Since then we were and are busy shopping around both window shopping and real shopping for wedding rings and fashion jewellery..!! I missed blogging all these weeks..!!  But shopping is great fun especially for ladies..!! I would love to post few of my shopping elements in the few days to come..!!

But however will be reaching to my work land to and my work as health professional.I will start around mid June  hopefully till mid Nov..Until Ms.MM returns to work after her maternity..!! J I will have to promise myself to blog regularly to just keep me going to announce to the world that I’m still alive..!!

On a Tuesday Afternoon..! (with my life lines)

It was gloomy day, though sun was peeping in and out..! I found my 15 months old daughter playing with a small booklet..! I was delighted  to see it..! Yes it was my clinical log book which I used during my internship days .Just opened it to find some useful wording and  proverbs.(which made me strong and bold during stormy days of my life!)

My book was decked up with the greeting card my day scholar friends  gave me during my last b’day in my college days (back in 2002 Nov)  

“Failure is only postponed success as long as courage coaches ambition.The habit of persistence is the habit of victory”  -Herbert Koufman

The above lines is very obvious,reminds me of the failure I faced in my final  year of my college I made up my mind may be my failures are just the temporary one ..! God mended  it for me.I had my job immediately after my internship whereas my friends who cleared before me were trying to set their  foot steadily on grounds..! While I was already placed in an institution..!!

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“You will break the worry habit the day you decide you can meet and master the worst that can happen to you “ –Arnold Glascow

My college times was a halcyon days of my  life, even though i stumbled during my last days. In a nutshell, college life was a breezy walk. Now when I sit in my home corridors this afternoon i feel the above lines should be deeply engraved in my heart and not in my brain..! These lines for life lines..!  And they don’t fit in my college days but now in the present and in future. My yester month was spent with anxiety,agony and shock which is worse of all the disease.

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“ The tallest trees are most in the power of the winds, and ambitious men in the blast of fortune”-William Penn

These obviously  power packed words.I truly believe that the men who don’t worry in taking risk to meet their goals are at high risk of luck and opportunity.

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“The greater the difficulties and obstacles, the greater the need for perseverance. Indeed, by God’s grace everything becomes favourable What is wanted is patience, steadiness and unshakable faith.”

“At present do your duty perfectly. Again, when the Lord puts you to some other work, heartily submit to His will. Practice seeing God’s will and power in all actions. By doing so you’ll be free of worries”

Often I slip off and my unshakeable faith which  becomes completely wobbly. Especially, when I’m in deep agony I try to find faith and hope..! Nothing comes to my pilly-silly mind..! Just to bask in these above two wordings..which I have also stuck in my fridge...! So that I can read it when I'm deep down somewhere...!! very down..!!

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Phone Call from my Husband

          I received a phone call from my husband about their committee meeting with all the staffs..! Good news is that they have approved in taking me for the maternity cover for around 6-7 months...! I guess there is no over lap period..! As I work as volunteer and would continue as volunteer even after her maternity leave..! 

            Me and husband was happy about it but as I mentioned before we were not excited about it..! The reason behind this calm composure is because of my health issues and the emergency surgery I had in December..! We both are trying to come out of the shock..!

           Ms.MM mentioned that she is not sure about the working hours and days..! It could be between 3 to 4 work days per week..! She may let me  know later..! Finally I’m going to a paid job again..! That would be a great feeling . when I really start to work Ms.MM will have her baby in her hands.

Tantalising Medicine Dreams :(

                 In my 8^th yr of age ,my class teacher would question us about our future aim.I had no doubt I wanted to be a doctor. At the tender  age I was told doctor is highly respected job .My uncle was a doctor .My dad was a medical student drop out due to his ill health.Later he decided to study Bio.Chemistry even though that was not his cup of tea..! Right from my childhood..my dad use to tell me abt his high grades in school and was  school topper..How he missed his medicine seat ! My mum used to tell me to strive hard to be a doctor fulfil his dreams..! I use to tell her I WILL do medicine..!! I was sown  the desire seed of becoming a doctor.

                      Years rolled on the aim was still fresh as it used to be a decade ago ..! I found that I was a mediocre student.Later hearing all the success stories.I felt intelligence  can be over taken by hard work. I know i’m a hardworker when coming on to studies. I was striving to reach my goal and call myself as Dr.Krispy M.B.B.S ,! Wow..!

                    Final marks came in I had marks just to get into Physio  and not even Dental ! Meanwhile two of my cousins were in medical school doing the 1^st yr and 3 rd yr respectively and other one in Dental school. Sat for one more year to do my schooling but unfortunately I had to take up Physio. But I swear I enjoyed studying the course. Loved each and every part of the subject. Finally I decided this is for me ..! My parents were highly dismayed but were content  atleast  i’m into health profession..!!

                    After 9 years of Physiotherapy  practise my mind still rambles about the Doctor, medical school,Dr prefix, Surgery etc., Tii date I’d have  had at least half a dozen of dreams about me joining in medical school as a mature student..! But i know..again its a long way to go and have loads of responsibilities . I have to be happy and content with what i practise now .

Now I have a lovely daughter 15 th months old..! will narrate my tantalising dreams..! Just to see if she can fulfil my dad’s and my dream..!! If she is least bothered about medicine..I’m happy and let her go in her way..!!

Nuggets from the past

I’m in my native place for a vacation .I happened to clean my old book shelf..! Down fell my 2nd year  university diary 2000. There slipped few papers..! was wondering what could it be..! It was my writings in my favourite black ink pen..!! Which was as follows..!

            "There is something running deep in my mind.Ya I can say like a wave rushing upon the stones in a sea shore.Lord I write to you after getting my 2^nd yr mark sheet. I’m not here to cry for my low marks but for the fact I passed in all the subject. I have successfully  crossed half the brdge..!

                Yes,there is  a lot of things to be done in this world,lots of duties still I have 2 more years to complete and decide about my post graudate studies. God,I hope you know my mentality..what was my aim 4 years back...! Yes...white coat,stethoscope,medical college and finally Dr, prefix..!! But now that half of my dreams has come true..white coat,stethoscope,physiotherapy college and no Dr.prefix.

             

             Anything and everything runs according to His plan.I have still two years of my course and later on my internship.I still have time to decide about my future and my PG in my course. I too have few people who would help me in my decision.  Lets start learning now and Its not too late to be done. ALL THE BEST to myself..!!”

             Neither  my former  dream as a doctor is fulfilled nor my latter aim as a to study PG in a specialised area is fulfilled..! I have been working more than half a decade.And now I’m with my little daughter playing around with her..! Hoping my little daughter would fulfil my former dream and I will fulfil my latter dream..! Fingers crossed..!!

What we do? ! ? !

This is what we do..! Found this in FB tagged by some Physio friends..! This true to some extend..!!

An Email from my rehab center....??!!

            It was sunny day as usual in my native land..I had an follow appointment with my Doctor after my surgery..! I was bit relieved as my scan report and all the tests were normal..! Hope it would continue like this in future..!! My little was bit troubled as I was away from home for a couple of hours..! Fed her and made to sleep...! I opened my email to reply my friend about her joyous e.mail..! I received a second e.mail from her stating “ Important” I opened it with tons of curiosity..!

               She has mailed me to send the necessary work related documents and my CV to the center. As they have planned to replace me for her maternity cover..!! That was again a double good news..! But she too mentioned that the CV and the recommendation letter (from Ms.MM )should go through the head of the rehab center. That would be after a meeting may be next week..!!???? 

                Lets hope the best..! I’m not super excited as my first job but lets see..!! It would be for 6 months job,I guess..!!  I can update more now and I have to be with my books again to revise everything as I’ll be the single physio in the team..“Keeping fingers crossed”

A Text Message :)

                       I’m happy about something and for someone..!!  I can feel their happiness about the good news from my friend..back in my volunteer work place..! I received a text message from Ms.MM.. which was as follows..! “ Hi Ms.K, I have a good news from my side..!! Yes,I’m 16 weeks pregnant..! I will mail you in detail..! With Luv,MM.”

                      Wow..that was a great news from her..she’s been trying to conceive since couple of yrs I guess..!! Her partner is over the moon for his achievement..! I’m happy for them and I can feel that in her text message..!

      

She e.mailed me explicitly about their 1^stscan and their joyous moment.! She also added that she  kept confidential until her 12 th week scan. (she would have been pregnant when i met her last month but her bump was’nt visible then)she is her due I guess by July end..!!

My Volunteer Job..in this jobless world

In a frustrated and jobless world I had to quit my physio job after my birth of my little daughter.As I was working far away from my city leaving my home and husband,which I can’t even imagine after her birth, But I was very keen in keeping in touch with the subject.

Thankfully,I started to work as a voluntary Physiotherapist in a reputed rehabilitation center. I was working after my husband’s work hrs. so that he can take care of my little one.My work hours were roughly between 4 to 7.

I was with a very sweet, intelligent and down to earth Senior Physiotherapist Ms.MM,who is well qualified in Adult Neurology. I was a with a small Rehab team with a Speech therapist Ms.F,an Occ.Therapist Ms.D, a social worker Ms V a Psychologist Ms.R and a Paediatrician Dr.W.

She was very talented and above all workaholic wonder if I ever can work like her round the clock. It’s almost a year since I joined there as a voluntary Physio. It has become like a second home for me. I loved working with them wide range from babies to adult patients.(even thought my heart lies in Paediatrics neurology)

I loved the place znd I even planned to work as a volunteer in the place even before I got a my prior paid job in a distant place. The happiest thing is that this place is very much near to my home and his work place,(unlike my prior job)

However currently my aim is just to gain knowledge in my field no matter what!!! Now I’m in my native land on bed rest after my unexpected and inevitable surgery.I miss working there. I’m quite sure my team would miss me too (though..I’m a volunteer)

I’m a Medic blog addict

It sounds like “I’m a Drug addict” ha ha..!  Lately, my households are perplexed seeing  me with my  hp net book and me reading something..! My dad was wondering why am I staring in the monitor continuously..! Nobody knows I’m engrossed in reading Medical Blogs..! Wow it’s sounds interesting and excited to read on about future doctors , medic students - typing  way about what they feels in and around hospital and daily life..! (their boyfriends, girlfriends, medical spouses and cute kiddos)

                While typing this I have a question??.. Do any commoner read medical blogs or just the health care professional read it..!? (Though I’m an health professional) While reading it i always can feel a jealousy and frustration growing in me and again disappears.It reminds me of my medical dreams which is still a dream. I also had made up my mind that i can never enter medical school again. Not even as a mature student (still i can enter and finish of within my mid 30’s) but I have loads of duties and responsibilities. More over I’m kind of content with my physiotherapy degree (though I’m jobless currently)

                 At the end of the day I usually come to the conclusion that this is my job and its already fixed  long back and none could veer the direction of fate but He..!..!

           

Hope every day was a valentine's day..!!

                 Today was an usual day..! I'm having my lovely time with my little daughter. We went for an evening walk in the children park..! This is my 2nd consecutive year that I'm not with my better half..! Nothing special today as i just sent a e.card..! Guess he would have already posted card to my home..!! I got a reply for my card..! "Hope every day was a valentine day"..! I loved the words from him, even though we read and see this in most of the love cards..!!

          I remember my 1st valentines day after our wed.lock in way back in 2007..! He was away to do his higher studies some where in a different geographical area..!! At about 8 'O' clock in the evening..! I received a bouquet of red roses and ferrero rocher chocolates..! It was a pleasent feeling and "first valentine gift" and "first everything is sweet and memorable" Is'nt it??

                     Just remembering those ferrero rocher moments..!!

An Octogenarian I met in hospital..!

It was the most worse days of my life..Hoping  that more worst will never hit my life..! Fingers crossed..!!!  I was admitted in hospital for severe stomach ache with unknown reason..! Finally the cure was given after long hours of waiting..!
After the treatment I was wheeled into the ward 4 .(While on my way..thoughts slammed my mind...!! I have never been to hospital for any treatment from my birth..!! I have been to hospital only to work as Physiotherapist) I was told that i have to spend my New year eve, new year and the next day in hospital..!
The ward looked much smaller  unlike my previous ward. There was a telly which was screaming  Happy New 2012..!!  My bed was between  two old ladies. One on the right side should be around 80s and on the left side of my bed  was  in her 60s but she looked much older than her age though...!
I was upset and never gave a word to other 2 ladies..and it was New year eve and I was’nt able to even smell the spirit of New years eve due to my ill health..!!
Mrs.80
was very happy and fun loving lady with full vigour..!  She kept herself busy talking to all the other ward patients and Mrs.60 too..!!  She reminded me of my nanny who passed away 4 years back who was in the same vigour till she breathed her last..!!
Mrs.60

was bit calm and was indulged in two things TV and Cigarette ..! Ironically she was admitted for her asthma..!!!
Well this blog is about Mrs.80. I was in a gloomy mood right from the time I was transferred to the bed ..! Mrs.80 was wished me Happy New year..! I reciprocated back with the same jocund way..! She was talking about Mrs. Brown's boys which happened to her favourite drama telecasted around half past 10...! So she was requesting  me and Mrs.60 to join her to watch the hilarious drama..! Mean while she was asking about my family and my place..!! she sensed that I was depressed about my health.!
She was consoling me to be happy and bold and not to worry as I’m too young to worry about my health..!! It seemed like one way conversation..I just answered to her question in one word..!!
Mean while the clock ticked 10.30 and we were all ready to watch the drama..! Suddenly I could see myself transiting from gloomy phase to merryful  phase..!!  Later we all watched new year eve program and half way i dozed off..!! Suddenly i heard the 2 oldies wishing me Happy New yr again and the time was 12.01 the year 2012..! OMG....I’m in hospital away from my family and friends..!
Woke up in the New year and had my food. Doctor came on rounds..! Mrs.80 overheard the conversation by my dr.( But never mind..!) he sensed that I was in deep depression.She was again pacifying me and I was fine..! Now its my turn ..! We both had an interesting chat..! I Found that she was a retired Nurse who worked in Wales two decades ago..! !
I was telling her that she resembled my nanny..! ! She gave a wide smile..! ! Hours later after long  chat I felt time just zoomed off.. ! She was telling her work experience,her love life and her familyand two great grand childrens.!.Finally it was 2^nd Jan..! We both were waiting for the discharge on the same day..! !
                   While strolling out of the ward 4 to exit ..! My mind was just pondering how this Octogenarian influenced my stay in hospital and made my stay a memorable and a joyful one..! It reminds me of a a saying “ Nobody is born happy but every one is born with 
ability to create happiness”

           

My New Year Resolutions..! :)

• To Pray regularly.

• To Write my diary.

• Be in touch with my subject  do my PG studies.

• Plan daily and act accordingly.

• To eat fruits regularly.

• Photograph my little girl and update more on photography.

• Look for a job.

• To keep up my New Year Resolution.

Hello People..!

Hello Friends..!

It's long time since I dropped into the wonderful work of blogging..!! I used to blog when i was pregnant.Yes It was Pregnancy journal..! Though I was bit busy to write in weekly,I was in touch with the computer while my little girl was growing in me..!

This is January..! Month of new resolutions,new ideas,fresh thoughts and Fresh goals..!!

I made it a point to type the interesting incidents in this year 2012..!

My first half of 2011 was a great as I was spending my time with my family back in my native motherland..! And second half was not very good except for me and my husband were happy seeing our daughter growing up..!! December was the month of real agony that I had never experience all my life..! I was hospitalized and now getting better..!

Just to gain my inner hope and my dig my real optimism...i gave a thought why cant I blog again and meet people and share my thoughts..!! and above all have fun..!!  Now as last year new year.. I'm again in my  home country with my baby to take ample rest and attend few marriage occasion of my families and friend..!

Guess will have a spectrum of events this year unlike last year :) :)

Happy New  Year Friends...!